Min I think I feel the same way about you and it is confusing me. When you and I were playing in the surf Island Beach I remember thinking that it was A fantasy come true. Every moment we were together we mutually showed each other respect consideration and yes love. It was certainly the most satisfying relationship I've had in a long time. But I didn't want to commit to one woman so soon and I definitely was worried about hurting your feelings-which I foolishly ended up doing anyway. I would like to send you a small sum of money that I hope you will use to go visit your parents and your daughter for a week or two and that you will buy your daughter a dress and some books for me. I would consider that money well spent and it will keep you out of the bar for some time. I have been up for 30 hours straight and I just returned to my home in New York. I am not thinking too clearly but I wanted to make contact with you and tell you that I am thinking of you and I wish you were with me at this moment.