Darling,you have done that like you are killing me as I am alive. I finished everything to start the life for you very very much. Don't you pity me,darling? You requested me to come back to Chiang-rai, then I did as your request. I left my old job to live at home at once. I have broken my life. I must restart my life, that is very very hard. I am very sad and ashame my relatives, neighbors, and friends very much. I lost my face now. And now I am very hard to go back to work in the same place. Please have compassion on me and help me for the last from you I will not ask you for help any more if you were still a human, please don't kill a poor woman as me please send me the last sum of money for dormitory charge, and any other expenses before the first salary arrives.
This is the really essential sum of money for the new life. I will not disturb you any more.
You are still in my heart forever, I never forget when we were together.