I agree with you. I have natural fears of failure too, but they have been diminished because of the hand of God in our marriage. I have read the Book of Mormon every year for the past 8 years. Every time I read of how only the Lord can deliver us from our afflictions. Every year, I hoped that was the year. But instead the affliction and trial of faith continued. But now, this is the year of our deliverance. The Lord had our deliverance prepared from the beginning of the afflictions because your dream was in 2008. The Lord prepared the way out while we were in the midst of affliction. Now I know this is our time. We have your dream. We have your mother's prayer. We have our commitment to the gospel. I will not make you sad. We will love each other, serve the Lord, and go on to eternal marriage, eternal family, in the Celestial Kingdom with joy and rejoicing.