To The Man Who Broke My Heart
Posted on December 27, 2015 by pausaki
We can work this out.
I thought.
We’re just not meant to be together.
You said.
I just couldn’t believe it was happening, again. For the second time.
When I first met you, I wasn’t planning to fall in love. But each day I spent time with you, I fell harder. I was lulled into a false sense of security. I should have been more careful, just as I would always be. But with you, I felt very comfortable. For the first time, I was ready to take the risk, open my heart completely and just try to be myself, hoping you could accept me.
Yes, it might be impossible but if we just tried to fix it, we could have worked out. We had plans, it was surreal, and I believed every word you said. But you chose to decide on your own and left me out. For the second time.
I remember everything. The way you said you’re lucky to have me. The way you looked at me with those blue eyes. The way you would give me that reassuring smile and hug me, and how I felt that I was enough. The way you became my ideal man. The way I thought this was going somewhere and how you knew from the very start that it wasn’t.
I still think about you at times. I know someday I will have the courage to walk away from you, just how easily you walked out from me.