Nradee my love...what happend to you hony...I know you are a bit sad because of your friend, but you have a new friend ..he,s live here in holland ,about so 10.000 miles from you..and he is still waithing, please don,t feel alone now ,I,m always with you, and you are with me you know that, we have never seen each other for real but you are in my mind the hole day...so i can see you it,s almost for real, ower spirits are still conected, there is no way back, you are part of my life now, even you sit there in you,r home in bangkok, it don,t matter, I know you are there! this computer is ower lifeline for now but there is more...I know you wanna talk to me, I will help you with that dear...you can tell me all about what we are gonna do when I arrive in bangkok, I have to fly an 11 houwers to get there, from amsterdam airport to suvarnabhumi, then I have my way to find you there, I have change money in bath, and I can go where I have to, but that for later oke?
let me tell you about the netherlands, it,s a very small country, there is not a much of silent places, there are people everywhere, city amsterdam is the largets city, there are just a milion people, (bangkok over 9.000.000) I,m a real eurpean , farang in asian?, we grow up whit rational thinking, asian people are emotional thinking and much more religion, they live with there hearts, in europe we live with having possession and being greedy, there is so much a big difference in between, when you come over here you have born again for the second time..is this your mission nradee or just a dream my love?? I know we are in love, but is that enough to survive in the duch jungle...we have a short summertime ...you see the sun now, but wintertime will never ended here in holland, it,s so cold you have to wear a havy coat it,s terrible outside, even I hate the climat, I,m love the sunshine so much, but when I,m take to much sun burn my skin show,s a uggly rash on my legs, there is no cure for that, then the food we have to eat...can you coock my love, no thai food here, only in the thai restaurants, I will to learn you how to make duch spices, you learn me to coock thai? in holland we always take diner at home, when we go to a restaurant it,s only for a special occasion mostly, because it,s very expensive, to get out for diner. and so there is so much more to tell you about, but I will later oké?? for now I go to bed now...it,s 130 am , I,m so tired now!
wanna hold you wanna kiss you will love you always....Rode lippen