Can you tell me what I should be?
We are dating. We have sex. We are in love each other. We contact all the time. We want to live together.
And then you cut me with your problems! It hurts, I cried, my mind feel pain.
But then you came back, you wanted to see me and say you can't move on. You still love me, would you please contact with me. I feel glad that we still love each other. But at the same time I feel fear. I fear that it would same the last time.
You ask to be friend, I accepted. Gill want to be friends, I accepted. I'm watching you and Gill take the time to holiday together. What you posted something and Gill posted. I watch and think when you with Gill still love each other. There's room where for me. You want me to where your heart
I understand that you have your problem. But that you are asking me to be friends, and don't know the future. You don't think i will hurt?
I hurt, but still I accept your decision to be friends with you, you know why?