Hello my darling. I am sorry if my message disturb you. Just wanted to say what I am thinking of is you my dear. It is ok if you don't want me for now . I just hopefully you understand and come back to me and still loved me as I do and more. Everyday I am waiting and waiting for your answer my dear..You donot want to read my messages now and I know it but how can I stop to write to a man who I have loved and to a man who is my first man in my life. I have prayed to my Buddha to come back to me and donot ignore me so long as I am afraid if he doesnot come I must have been sickness to be without him. I have often been to the temple with my mother to make merrit and to pray for oneday I want to be happy to recieve your answer again,