You know me really well and i say to you lot of things then i never say to anybody. Wat you know about me is real and you can feel that ! ( i know ) Yes i say then i sofer about the distance and it's true ! To be honnest my dream is to have you with me for ever, close to me . With the time i feel then you sofer too and this idea is not acceptable for me because i love you. At this time i have the idea then you are in better place with your parent in Thailland . At this time i would like to say then i stop to love you.( but never i fine the way to lie you about that ) After i try to forget you but i can't . Finaly Stephanie ask me to try again and i look maybe a solution.... I m wrong .. If you remember all the time i need to say to you no problem i fine solution, and everytime you say then it's not possible. I feel also the doubt on you and it's killing me . .The trouble is verry simple , i need you with me in Belgium. It's this fact then i want to solve with you like a duo. We are different and i m proud about that . And i m more proud again if we can fine a solution to be together. Every time i look pictures from my travel in Thailand. And when i see pictures from your country or about your familly , i m sad because i miss everybody from your familly. Also you need to know something, my kids are well and i promess to Sacha & Camille to come inThailand soon . This year in springs she ask me to go to Thailand and not go to Italy .... My answer is , i prefere also to go to Thailand but we need to wait the good moment ...