i feel bad for lying to my friends?
I lied to my friends about my virginity and i feel really bad.. i'm a seventeen yr old guy and a virgin. i told my 3 friends (who are also virgins) that i slept with a neighbor of mine who just recently got divorced. suprisingly they totally bought it but i made them promise not to tell anyone. i just cant shake this feeling that i did something really bad. i feel really guilty and part of me wants to tell them. part of me thinks that by telling them i lied to them about something so stupid that they would be really pissed. the thing is this older woman really has been hitting on me and i think there would be a chance i could actually do something with her.. but i dont really want to because it just seems wrong to me. my question is should i tell my friend i lied or should i just go along with it. is it really a big deal that i lied about this?