I got up from the couch and poured myself a drink. I gulped it down in one go and poured myself another. “Neymar, drowning your problems in alcohol isn’t the solution” Marcela finally said. “I don’t care” I said. “Go talk with her before you truly lose her” she said. “Marcela I deserve all of this don’t I? God is punishing me for my sins, isn’t he?” I said and dropped on my knees. Marcela kneeled down in front of me and took my hand into hers. She closed her eyes and started saying a prayer. I closed my eyes too and prayed with her.
After the prayer she gave me a kiss on my forehead. “Don’t give up just yet Neymar. I know your love for her is true and god knows that too. You have to talk to her and tell her that you had nothing to do with this. She must be upset, because she once loved Marc. She thought Marc lied to her and betrayed her, but all of that turned out to be a lie. She must be hurt and confused that poor thing” Marcela said. “Are you saying that I should let her be with Marc?” I asked with a deep sigh. “No Neymar, but if she chooses that in the end, then you should consider letting her go. I mean put yourself in her shoes, that poor girl has gone through so much. She was happy with Marc wasn’t she before you and Thais pulled this blackmail stunt?” Marcela asked. I nodded and felt ashamed of my actions for the millionth time in the past 6 months. “I know you love her and I believe she loves you too, because she gave you a second chance. You need to talk with her as soon as possible and clear this misunderstanding” she advised. “But what if I’m already too late?” I whispered, remembering her and Marc together in his car this morning. “Talk with her first before assuming, tell her the truth and make it clear to her that you had nothing to do with it” she advised. I nodded with a deep sigh. “Go to church, light a candle and then go see her” Marcela said and kissed my cheek. I decided to visit her in a few hours, since I couldn’t drive at the moment due to the alcohol.
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