Don't sit there and tell me that this is easy, because I can assure you this is not easy for me. You are the one person in this world I actually missed, the only woman I have ever dreamt of sharing a future with. I can't go to Thailand in December, and I don't know when my next break will be. If you don't move to America, we get to see each other ONCE a year for the next FOUR years. If you move to America we get to see each other a little more, but probably not much more.