You little adventurer. Yes, you're smart. But don't get cocky - you're not that smart. You're prone to the same mistakes as everyone else. Your need to feel beautiful and loved will send you down ugly paths of self-deprivation and desperation. You will not like who you see in the mirror. If you can change this - if you can find a way around it - please do! The media is not your friend and will make you believe that you aren't beautiful and aren't worthy of love even though you are. I know you don't understand this yet. I guess I'm here to tell you that it's going to be okay. One day, you're going to feel beautiful and healthy and you're going to find love. Just keep believing that you will. It really is better than you every imagined :)