Like a Phoenix, I was reborn from the ashes of my older self. I felt liberated from the dark thoughts and ignorance that had overshadowed my mind. I began to look deep inside of myself.I asked myself what I wanted out of life.I become almost obsessed. I finally decided that I don't want to be alone anymore. I wanted to live my life. I wanted to have real friends that I could feel free around,make jokes with, and would stick by my side no matter what I wanted a family that loved and accepted me for who I am. But most of all, I wanted to find love.