Dearest khun Tum, Tum, From now on I will send you an email message as often as I can as I realise what a beautiful caring guy you are but just please let me know if I am sending too many! Well, I cannot believe that it is now exactly 2 weeks since I returned to Melbourne. How I miss you my very Dearest khun Tum - I have found it so very hard trying to get back into my daily routine and lifestyle here. It has really helped me knowing that in at least a couple of months now you will coming here in August. I probably sound silly to you but I am just counting off the days when I can see you again. I never dreamt that I could miss somebody so much and so deeply, yes I truly think of you all the time and wondering what you are doing in your life but you seem to have so many friends to keep you busy. It is a wonderful feeling for me knowing that I have such a special person in my life but of course I have to be very careful and keep my beautiful secret strictly to myself as there is no way I will upset your life there. I have been thinking about us a lot and yes, I of course know it is wrong but please forgive me as I cannot help my feelings for you, I love you so much. We are seeing khun Shane and Leigh for my birthday dinner tomorrow night at a small local italian restaurant just up the road from our restaurant. Of course, my birthday is not until Saturday but as Friday should not be so busy at our restaurant I thought we should go out then. Well, take care my darling Tum and just remember there is someone so many miles away from you who loves so very dearly. I Love You,