Hello Paolo,
How r u my darling?
Sorry for reply late and no send messages, I always miss you, but a messy and chaotic distract me, make me feel stressed and very tired, I have time to worry or think too much I will. become weak, I like to be alone because I had time to think about myself is that we have been selected, it will not make me regret it was time that the bird.
At first I thought I'll write the email, the longest in my life, but I really can't patience. I thought it is a little difficult for me..lol..Because I'm not good to use in English, like you. So I have to use a very long than I will write all the stories that I'd like to share them with you but I'll have email to you next one another soon, or it may be ...Ummm!!.. I can't tell you right now, but you will have to know exactly in the next edition of the email Thank you for absolutely grateful for a good time, I knew you, have a nice spent of memories here. And thank you that you were willing to talk to me in that day as that dating site for dating foreign men, you was the first gentleman, doesn't speak porn and likes to show their genitals and honor, I had to talk and meet you even though I'm using good English. Accepted to patience to talk and spent time together have found, it was a good time. I have many feeling in life again. Thanks for warm arms, gentle touch and sweet kiss. It's a meaningful memory of me. Don't worry it, know you don't think like that, All stories related with the next email , you will understand, because I intend to write
1. Thank you for your email about Expo 2015 in Italy. It made I feel were like that, have spent time together with you there. I agree with you. Expo Fair is very Big and there are so many pavilions and absolutely stunning. I want to visit there with you. And I received information about tours overseas from a tour company. I think it is a promotion that is very cheap to Europe. And Italy is one of the interesting country to traveling visit in Europe that price 39990-50000 baht, or about 1052-1315 Euros. It's begin since September until the end of this year. But I have not enough money for traveling. I had planned for The cost of building My house at hometown. It is a townhouse 2 floors. Actually, I want the 3 floor townhouse, but the budget was not enough, which I received from banks because The securities have used to collateral for me have to prices to low and my salary isn't balanced with my expenses. The first floor of my townhouse have a small supermarket like 7/11 of my mother, the kitchen and the toilet and The 2nd floor are 2 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms. I like modern townhouse style. It'll start Styler. I am to be discouraged I was tired I am sad mood with my life.
2. About my close friend at work. I've told you a few months ago that . She and her husband married 11 years ago, they want to have baby. She pregnant but aborted. Now she's pregnant again. Her gestation age is four months. And she still have me as a consultant on food that is beneficial to mother and baby...Hahaha
3. About Wat Phra Bat Nam Pu at Lopburi provice. Which there are AIDS patients and the orphans living there a lot. Their families don't want to care and shunned them. And the orphans are HIV from their mothers and Someone were good luck , aren't HIV and strong but lost their parents. Now, they have many problems about high costs but there is fewer donations because of economic difficulties . Soon, there may be shut down. For the liabilities a lot which the abbot of the temple have to responsible for pay to the bank. But the biggest problem is Patients and orphans will homeless, no food and no one to care for them.
I ever went to there with Thai Honda client group two years ago. They had "Thai Honda Rally" Start at Samutprakarn to there. We made lunch for everyone there, bought Pam's Pearl, cotton wool, gauze bandage, antiseptic, elastic bandage, alcohol 70%, toys for children, powdered milk for infants and donations around three million bath to them. Everyone was happy. I saw their smile, I felt happy too. I still remember the incident very well. I still had the opportunity to donated a little money to help them with the abbot (who initiated this project came up) and the monks here (Bangkok). The abbot is compassion to every patient . Either he is not their relative . But he must go out everywhere for seek for donations money, food and the others to AIDS patients and the orphans from those who go through various locations in Bangkok and the other. I just want to help them, but don't know how to help. Please don't think I am a scammer or a best person. But I'm just an ordinary girl , who is both good and bad mixed in my soul. I just pity them And I understand feeling the pain that the family nest hate, won't like a relatives to them. Their relatives fear that they will be go to help them . And not to let anyone know, they are relative to together because they feel ashamed. And disrepute because They have a relative with AIDS. The reasons for being cynical eye. And actions by the cynical and ugly nests because they are sick of AIDS itself. But the reason is my family. But the reason were my family that My family didn't a rich. And had an uncle who you were a drug addict and He died of a drug overdose and submerged. My family was insulted humiliated and underestimate by my relative and the other peoples at town home. Because we were poor person and all bad persons So, my relative look down my family from my relative 's eyes and an action. Even my grandfather , he does not see me as his granddaughter yet. He terminated the relationship father and son with my father . Because my father married with the poor woman. (my mother). I got offended. It was a memory that my failure ." I'm looking for true love like my parents...This present, we're a middle class but no rich because My parents real had to work very hard which I didn't live with them. I lived with my grandparents and 2 young people along time. And I don't like to see such as the exploitation from foreign nationals in expensive than the normal price sold to nation persons. In my opinion, it is wrong and unfair, No matter who you were? Where are you from? Anyway, we were also human, have feelings too and in the end of life, everyone must die the same away. I didn't saw they took money to with them. But good and happy to be with you forever
. Everything that I have told you is true. I don't try to create very sad stories or would like your or the other people to help me about money for my family or the relatives someone.
I was like crazy and stupid. My mum and my friends often say to me always. After they knew that I had a problem with ex-husband, working and money for fee, I never told them three years ago, I myself like the one on this planet. I cried every single day alone. But to them, I like normal people without suffering any problems at all. I still remember that it was during a very difficult time. But I think they may have personal problems as well. If I go to get help from them then.
You can see more about this project on the website below.
http://www.phrabatnampu.org/brochure.html