Darling? You still didn't answer? What decision are you making? I really don't understand you now? I have a very good feeling with you from the day we meet. But it takes long time to get to know each other. I never plan anything far ahead since we have to be happy to be alive every day. I have close friends from my home who die already. I only make financial security for the future and the rest I'm grateful to experience and wake up every day with good health.