I'm really trying to fully open my heart to you and I've been nothing but honest and dedicated to you, but I'm starting to feel like my effort is going to waste. You always seem to be suspicious and distrustful of me, especially the past few days. It really doesn't make me feel good. I just want us to have fun with each other, to flirt with each other and get to know each other better. However, I feel like you are spending most of your energy being suspicious of me and I am spending too much of my energy having to defend myself.