This is how you will act in marriage? Go ahead Bovy take your vacation....go somewhere like you said, but I promise you that I will no longer be in your life, I know you are jealous but I didn't think it was the proper time for this, I am sick and I put myself in this situation for us, I gave it all I had for you and me, I sacrificed my body to show you once again my commitment for us, but you show your jealousy and are showing me how mean you are. I am too sick to write anymore, I just got worse, have a good time Bovy , enjoy your life.