Do you know sometime I was thinking ...this is a dream or real life... sometime curious you really love me or just have me only for someday sometime somewhere ....is not all in your life and or you have other gal like me everywhere you went ....I know it's negative thinking but really I want to know because we are far away and we have time together not long and we do not be together all the time .......only trust and trust ( something I want to know but I don't want to ask just all thing in time will reveal)