I took out a fan from my arms and grabbed it in my hand: “Do you say or not?”
He knew that I am really angry. He hesitated for a long while and in the end he spit two words out: “Jin Lian……”
I heard that name; I just felt that my eyes turned black. I almost couldn’t stand. The scene of Chu Kong dying together with Jin Lian popped out in my mind again. I rubbed my forehead and forced myself to calm down.
In the previous lifetime, his soul should’ve been scattered too. Could it be that he is the same as Chu Kong and has the power of the reversal in the world? But there no one who’ll help him search for his souls, so he can only float around. Now he finally found Chu Kong…….does he wants to lure him in the evil ways?
I looked at Chu Kong who was in front of me coldly.
“When did you meet him?”
“Three years ago.”
Actually it’s been so long…….I’m really a failure. I actually have never noticed it.
“What I just told you; didn’t it go into your ears? Jin Lian is that kind of person. You still dare to go find him now? Why do you think you have to suffer the pain of the soul being scattered? If it wasn’t for him……”
“If it wasn’t for him, I wouldn’t have had a chance to meet Xiao Xiang.”
Chu Kong’s eyes fell on me. There’s some sort of unspeakable pain.
“I don’t know what kind of person celestial star Chu Kong is. Even though Xiao Xiang told me the story between you two, but for me it’s just unfamiliar. In my life, there’s only one Xiao Xiao. All that I do can be for you. However, all that Xiao Xiang does is for celestial star Chu Kong. No matter how much you say that we’re the same person, but I don’t know him and he doesn’t know me. How do you want me to accept that you care about me just because you’re caring about another stranger?”
While Chu Kong was talking, he keeps walking backwards: “The one who is a god and an immortal is celestial star Chu Kong. The one whose soul has been scattered is celestial star Chu Kong. The one who made an enemy out of Jin Lian is celestial star Chu Kong. The one you like is also celestial star Chu Kong. And I’m not. I’m just being given celestial star Chu Kong’s name by you. Over time, I’ve also lost my original name. I don’t want to be Chu Kong anymore. I just want to be myself.”
I froze. Suddenly I remembered that I’ve never stood in Chu Kong’s point of view and considered his feelings. In his heart, there isn’t that arrogant celestial star Chu Kong. He just exists because of him. He also thought that somebody cared about him is because of himself. When suddenly one day he found out that somebody took care of him it’s simply because of someone he doesn’t have any relation with. Even if that someone is his past life.
He must be really disappointed……
I sighed. I held out my hand to him: “We go back and talk it out slowly, alright? That Jin Lian wants you to go into the evil ways. He isn’t a good thing. Don’t go find him.”
Chu Kong shook his head: “Those words of Xiao Xiang are already too late. He used his last mortal soul to complete my soul. This lifetime, I don’t want to cultivate. I just want to be myself.”
I was stunned. The layers of anger are burning in my heart. Chu Kong used his life to kill the one who causes trouble for people. Now he actually wants to rely on that one’s body to exist in this world. How ironic is this?!
He flew in the sky and went away while riding a cloud.
“Go be your fucking damn self!”
I gritted my teeth. The round fan in my hand moved and let the clouds under his feet scatter. I flew forward and captured his hand: “Even if I need to break your arms and legs today, I won’t let you take a step from Lu Hua Mountain!”
Chu Kong turned to look at me. In his eyes hid a deep light.
“Xiao Xiang.”
His voice actually came from behind me. I was astonished. I saw that the hand which I grabbed from this Chu Kong turned into white smoke and disappeared into air. A shadow is hanging over me from behind. I looked up. Chu Kong is standing being me. His lips moved: “I’m sorry.”
Very well, this dude actually learned how to use tricks to lie to people!
I felt a pain in my neck. The things in front of me slowly began to blur. I only have one thought in my head. Chu Kong, this child……has turned bad…..