Now the main point of what I am saying is this: if you make up your mind about getting in touch with me, don’t use conventional answers to questions like “how are you (feeling/doing)”. I had a friend who always used to say “better than everyone”, however she committed suicide a few months ago. Since then, I try to get sincere replies to questions about one’s frame of mind. I’d be beholden if you took these words for it when you talk to me :)