eason behind the dizzy spell of Tengo?
Tengo always have had this dizzy spell which soaks all his energy. The scene is too vivid and clear that he always consider it to be true. Murakami wrote at one point:
“was it just something that his mind had later decided- for whatever
purpose or plan- to make up on its own?”
But again Murakami wrote that the ‘scene is too clear and vivid to be fake’. But then
Tengo thought about it when his girlfriend left him.
“destiny seems to have come full circle.”
His girlfriend was married and mother of two. The enigmatic young man Tengo thought as his real dad was perhaps Tengo himself and the young women he assumes to be his mother was infect his girlfriend Kyoko Yasuda. It was all the game of Tengo’s subconscious. These dizzy spells stops when his girlfriend stopped visiting him. Like Murakami said it was all made up by his mind.