It's very hard to be happy for others getting married, when it hasn't happened to me yet. I am 31 years old and I want to get married. I already have someone special in my life. I love him and see us getting married someday. I know that we will. And I am doing very well with being patient because I want it done right. Even though I know he is the one, I want the timing to be perfect. It's just that I'm 31 and want more children too. And a good life with my future husband. I don't know if what I'm saying makes sense to anybody. I have dreams about us getting married and its wonderful. I even imagine how it would be like when he proposes. Do I sound crazy or something? I'm in love and my heart beats only for him. He's the one for me. Should I say something? Or leave it alone?