you are better than me because you still manage your time and you try not to focus on me,it's ok and i accept that i am a bit crazy at times. i did not do anything to make you feel good and i even told you bad stuff. i just want you to know that i did those stuff because i wanted to test your patience and know if you really are gentleman. i guess it's too late because you've already changed your attitude towards me.what should i do? can i turn back time? it really does piss me off because i feel like i am so stupid