All I can say is when you have someone special, do everything in your power to keep them, when they cry wipe their tears, hold them in your arms and never let them go, I made a mistake with the love of my life, its been so long, almost 2 years since the last time I saw her or spoke to her, and to this day I still fall in love with her more and more everyday, I don't know how much longer I can bear this world without her by my side, but as long as im breathing, I will always believe their is a chance, that maybe I can hold her in my arms just one last time. Matti Skinner if you see this, I love you so much, I know I made some mistakes, but im a changed man, all I want is one last chance, I will never stop loving you.