I have been waiting all my life to be with you. My heart slams against my ribs when I think of the slaughtered nights I spent all over the world waiting to feel your touch the time I annihilated while I waited like a man doing a life sentence. Now i really need you in my life so much i love to be with you there now and everything we touch explodes, bursts into bloom or burns to ash History atomizes and negates itself with our every shared breath I need you like life needs life. I want you bad like a natural disaster You are all I see. You are the only one I want to know i love you so much my wife