MY DARLNG,
please forgive me, just a short notice before I go to bed. I was to the doctor today. As I expected, the doctor could not tell me anything clear yet. Just measured my blood pressure and gave me papers that entitle me for a closer treatment at special departments of the hospital (neurological and neck/ear/nose). I can go to the latter special department this Friday, but to the neurological one not before May 9th.
My blood pressure is too high (around 140). It's so for the first time in my life. However, there have to be some more measurements to get an average. I hope they will soon make an X-ray image to find out if there are some channels not entirely free. A good news is that this morning, I felt better. The strong headache returned only during the afternoon.
I also got two kinds of tables from the doctor today. I promise I will work less. I have to relax more, even if it means I will not reach all the goals I intended to reach, even if I will not manage to fulfill the many deadlines I am confronted with in my work. As you say, health is the most important thing. Please don't worry about me too much, my dear.
Tomorrow, I will have a guest lecture in another small city. It's about a 2 hours ride there. I will drive by car and come back in the later evening.
I will write you more, after being back, OK? By the way, on Sunday afternoon, I will drive to Prague. I will stay there until Friday, because I have to do research at the archives. I booked a hotel and they promised me I will have internet connection in my room. If so, we will be able to be in touch normally.
I long to be in touch with you. :-)
Not only by writing, also by talking. And by taking you in my arms.
Will think of you any hour.
Your A.