Yeah it never really goes away. You"ll have days where, yeah, it's better, but it's still there. Any one little setback, any one little thing can trigger it off into a spiral. No amount of medication can fix that. It's pretty much without forcibly shutting your brain off and turning it into a vegetable, it still passes through (l. 76-81)...It engulfs your entire being (l. 55-58). still passes through (l. 76-81)... It engulfs your entire being (l. 55-58).