And if I go back to 7-8 a year ago, (before I met you) I want to fix what was wrong in the past and a sense of the past. And do things to make themselves look bad is prohibited. And so on. Did not do the same mistake that I've told you already past. (A little sad ... but try not to think. I hope you'll understand), but when it is past, that might not go back and fix it. And it is through the pain was gone.