Nat, I do not look down on you, I have so much love, respect & admiration for you. I want to be with you so much. I hate being so far away from you. Again now you explain why you are so busy & now I understand why you are tierd & stressed . I am sorry if I make you feel bad it is not my intention , I want you to know I love you with all my heart, my soul, my everything & that is why I struggle when I don't hear from you, Again, please forgive me for being foolish
I love you & miss you so much Nat xxxxxx