You read to many books, it's not true about everyone. I think you compare men to much, you have been married, with two children, Bad marriage "right " I have been married, with 2 children, Bad marriage "right". Your not a virgin and I'm not virgin. I dont think you are ready for boyfriend right, now. I think you should wait, one more year. I have waited many years. Ive have known you for almost 3 weeks, you don't listen to me you listen to your, Thai girlfriends to much. Yes we have different cultures, but you live in USA, you want to marry a America man. I love asian and Thai culture, and have much respect for your beliefs in family. Very important to me, if we marry it will be only about us, not friends not family it will be about us and that we love each other. Do you understand I'm special and you are special, I know it will be easier once you can speak everything English. You crazy woman 5555555555