yeah, its hard, everything is hard for me, my parent stop talking to each other for 6 or 7 years, since than, i never talk with my family, why i dont talk on the phone when i am at home? because i dont talk to them a lot and i never let them know me, i shut everyone out, thats why
and i didnt reply you in time because i was cooking noodles for myself because my mom wouldnt cook, she dislike me, she wont even talk to me