Please do not get mad at John, he is only looking out for you and I know this. There is nothing that I want more in this world than to be with you. Some day we will be together and we will be happy. I wanted to hire that law firm to help us. I know that seems like lot of money but maybe it would be worth it. I know you never make me pay I sent money because I want to help you. As I told you before I wish I could do more. I don't think John really understands that all my money is tied up in. equipment and my retirement fund. I just hope you know that I truly love you with all my heart and want you in my life forever. Take care. Your Husband, Larry,