I kept calling him every night after work. We were happy together for a while until one night I asked him to be my boyfriend. He told me that he needed to think about it again. After that, he didn?t say he loved me like he had done before for 3 days. Because of that, I felt guilty and wanted to punish myself. I was afraid to lose him. I told him that he didn?t have to answer me at that time; he could think about it for as long as he needed and tell me when he was ready. However, after 3 days, he asked me again about what I thought about him and he said he loved me again that day. It made me feel really happy.
Since that time, our relationship seemed to be improved, yet I always felt it wasn?t a strong relationship. I felt that I could lose him at any time. I was right. I didn?t know why and I still don?t know even now. We could not contact each other, perhaps, it was only me who could not contact him. A sad story was starting.
Later, when I called him, nobody answered the phone or even worse, my called was denied. Isn?t it sad? After a week of sadness, I stopped calling him and emailed him to thank him for everything.
Actually, before we met, I had thought it would be like this, but I hadn?t expected it would happen at this time and in this way.
You know?? he was the only one in Australia who has made me feel like this, not just I like him, but I could say I love him.
However, I thank him for both making me really happy even only a short period and helping me improve my English in the way teenagers use it.
And also I thank him for giving me a chance to write this story to share with you. That means I can improve my English in writing as well.