Please ... Don't be sorry... Nothing wrong in what you say... I may have to be the one who apologies ... What you wrote is nice , and I replay with a lot negativity ... I could use as escuse that I had bad experiences .. Especially the last that made me think negative ... Ether knowing is wrong to be negative, and much better to be positive as what you wrote mean to be,still I have this negativity coming up ... Well it will pass soon.... Lol