I always feel and realize about the alienation within myself anywhere and anytime especially when I'm in the crowded places such as department stores and temples. I have to do something like the others without asking why I have to follow them. I can't figure out what will happen to me if I don't do the thing like other people. Maybe I would be blamed because of being alienate like the outsider in the society who doesn't deserve and shouldn't deserve anything special like the others.