Ji Wu Jiu lays himself on top of Ye Zhen Zhen, kisses her cheeks, eyebrows, eyes, and finally stopping at her ears, to nibble her earlobes.
He thinks to himself; he needs to be more gentle, be more gentle towards Ye Zhen Zhen.
Though, Ye Zhen Zhen’s body is stiff, and not giving any reaction or reply.
He looked up, and saw on her face, the expression of disgust, her face was very painful to him, it hurt his heart.
Ji Wu Jiu turned Ye Zhen Zhen’s body to the side, and then he went behind her and lay sideways as well.
This way, he won’t be seeing her expression.
When Ji Wu Jiu entered Ye Zhen Zhen’s body, he subconsciously let out a sigh of satisfaction, though in his heart, there was a growing feeling of sadness.
Ye Zhen Zhen’s body was straight, burrowing her heads but not moving.
This round of love making, was only one sided.
This thought almost made Ji Wu Jiu crazy. In his heart he hates this situation very much, tortured even. However, his body…. was enjoying it very much. Countless emotions and feelings were coming up, almost tearing him apart into two. One who was very much enjoying Ye Zhen Zhen’s warmth and another was looking at them calmly, smiling, with a look of pity and coldness.
“Zhen Zhen, Zhen Zhen…” Ji Wu Jiu called her name, with a husked voice.
Ye Zhen Zhen did not answer him.
“Zhen Zhen look at me, Zhen Zhen”
Ye Zhen Zhen still did not look up, still decided not to move.
Ji Wu Jiu can only continue to call her name, again and again, until the tone changes.
Ye Zhen Zhen still did not answer.
When he finished, Ji Wu Jiu held on to Ye Zhen Zhen, his whole body relieved, his chin lightly brushing against her shoulders, taking in deep breaths. He turned Ye Zhen Zhen’s body around, wanting to kiss her.
Then, what he saw was a face full of tear stains.
Ji Wu Jiu got flustered, feeling as though someone took a piece of his heart out, it was very painful. He simpley took a blanket corner and helped her wipe her tears, “Zhen Zhen…”
“I bid farewell to you, your majesty” Ye Zhen Zhen closed her eyes, and turned her face away, in her voice there was a strong nasal sound.
Ji Wu Jiu saw that she has made up her mind, and was afraid that she will be angry and disgusted with him. Holding on to the pain in his chest, he got down from the bed. Standing in front of the bed now, he saw that her face was not a blushing red that was supposed to be there after… but instead a pale white. He covered her with a blanket and said “then… I will leave first, tomorrow I will come and visit you”
With her eyes closed, Ye Zhen Zhen did not reply.
When he left Kun Ning Palace, it was already late into the night, outside it has started to snow. The entire palace was quiet, with only the lanterns were lit, looking like eyes of ghosts. The snow has piled up into a thick layer, noises can be heard when movements are made.
Walking towards Jiao Tai Hall, Ji Wu Jiu stopped.
JI Wu Jiu looked up at Jiao Tai Hall, suddenly his body fall back, his whole body now laying on top of a pile of snow.
“Your Majesty!” Feng You De put down his lantern anxiously, and wanted to help Ji Wu Jiu up, but was stopped by a gesture made by Ji Wu Jiu.
“You go on ahead, I want to be alone”
Although Feng You De is a little worried, but he still can’t go against the emperor’s orders. So he left the lantern with Ji Wu Jiu and went back to Gan Qing Palace first.
Ji Wu Jiu was laying on the snow, with some snow starting to enter his clothes via his collar. The back of his neck is very cold now. Although there was no moon, but with the layer of white surrounding him, it was not really dark. With his eyes wide opened, he continued to lay there.
He starts to think about the building behind him, thinking about the person inside that building. Thinking about her body .., thinking about her body scent, thinking about how disgusted she looked.
As well as her face full of tears.
He lifted his arms and covered his face, turned sideways and curled up his body.
Zhen Zhen, Zhen Zhen.
The energy in his body seems to be draining away, almost like something important to him is going further away from him.
He does not understand.
He finally obtained her, but somehow to him it was more like losing her.