I know it's hard to believe Mother. Turns out I was just phaking my poor spelling and grammatical inncorections the whole time entire!
Sa waa dee! khoobkruah khoong phom!
I LOOOOOVED all of the love, letters, and updates!!! First off I want to discuss a little about this "marriage" thing going on with my sister!! WHAT??! I shouldn't act surprised because Danielley's students seem to be giving me more information about wedding ring shopping, than my sister herself. She and I will meet up and discuss about mature things soon enough. #NUTS
My poor ol' parents. One married, another soon to be wedded. the third making correct decisions. Favorite son off on a mission. The less favored left at home, to poke and beg. Hope this is accurate, hearing the new satisfying schedule Kyan has!!! HEHEHE! I'm really glad to here that Ky has been giving new expectations around the house and school. Not because of the jealous older brother dissatisfied of his brother's posh life. But being at the MTC I have learned much that Father has been expecting me to learn previously. As you have hoped father, I am changing. I looked in my room yesterday. It was dirty. It bothered me. I cleaned it. The times when I don't prepare my self accordingly. I become motivated to prepare harder and better for the next preparation. So my performance becomes more effective. I am using MY time, to improve myself for OTHERS time. I learning a substantial amount about the holy ghost, spiritual gifts, and talents. I always thought that I was pretty good using my talents and capabilities in a selfless manner. Now that Ive been praying for the gift of tongues, spiritual strength, knowledge of the gospel. I realize and have been told by Elder Bednar ( who came again yesterday to answer our questions again) that we will not receive gifts if we want them. That here will be no miracles if we press for them. That if we seek to obtain such gifts and blessings. They will only be given to us if we desire them for the charity and service of others. Complete selflessness. Total humility. The character of Christ. So when I now I pray and work for these gifts. I try with all my soul to not ask for them for pride, recognition, or self-esteem. Because if we do, That is Priestcraft. And whenever I'm working for these things, and the thought of such things comes into my head. I emmediately pray and ask for humility. If no success occurs while I am on my mission. I just want to complete my mission with the knowledge that I did all things the lord had asked me to with obedience, humility, and selflessness. Because it not about how successful actions were to my own desire. But of the lords desire. I am now in Helamen of the Book of Mormon. Reading in Alma about the 2000 stripling warriors, made me cry. To see there incomparable courage and perfect faith, is the example I needed again. To remind me that I am at war, in the lord's army. preparing my self to go battle with honor, courage, and faith. So I can help bring the world his truth.