In conveying this matter to you please also forgive any flaws in communicating this dire matter to you, as it is written in great hast, in what is a very stressful situation for myself A situation that find myself with real concern for my own life in actually writing this as the outcome will prove to only worsen the torturous position I find myself in and should this letter find you in good-stead it will place my life and possibly the life of my family in harm’s way. I write this knowing that any real attempt at intervention, to save my life from the treatment I am currently receiving, or attempt of capturing and arresting those responsible will find my life in real jeopardy and maybe taken out on my family, especially the children. Regardless of this threat to my life, I cannot allow crimes such as those committed against Thailand and my family to go unpunished, the terrorizing of myself by these culprit and its continuation is much more worse than death. The knowledge of what they have done, the knowledge of what they do in this country ruled by a such a great king makes me sick, and the thought of living with it outweighs even death.