I grew up to be a very shy guy so I had problem talking to girls when I was in college, I ended up getting married to my high school sweetheart and we had a child together and since then I've found it hard socializing again. since I lost her I focused on my son and my job and have always kept the advise of my parents. I have been single since then and never married up till now even though I never searched.My growing up was really exciting because I grew up in a lot of places and came across a lot of people. I'm a very simple man in nature. I loved my wife to bits that is why her loss was very devastating for me and even till now I'm trying to get over it. we were like the best of friends and were always together, did things together and was raising our child together but just like they say,..life can be so unfair, she was diagnosed of cancer and I stood by her, she fought to live and I was with her till the day she gave up, its such a very sad experience for me and I've found it very hard talking about her but I just found out right now that I'm free telling you about her and some how I feel like a very heavy burden have been lifted or something because I don't always talk about her but each time I close my eyes to sleep old memories come flooding back and some times I find myself crying, I really did love her that's for sure.