The ones who I debuted with were my colleagues.
They were my close friends.
But like you said, we had to compete against each other.
The ones who got acknowledged were the ones that could go on air.
In the beginning it wasn't hard to feel happy for them.
We would cheer the ones who made it.
But when it became too frequent,
I felt what you are feeling right now.
I felt discouraged.
I would question whether or not I was on the right path.
I was jealous and envious of them.
I even stopped watching television.