Thank you for sending the cpap - but you needed that money! I didn't realize it would cost that much to ship. I do need it so thanks for think of me, but....Sweetie, it's one third of the money I sent to you.
I'm not adapting quite as easily as I thought I would. Mainly, it's the thinner air for issues with sleeping and its cold in my apartment all the time because it doesn't get enough direct sunlight and is in a basement.. But, everything is different, everything.. The diet is better in Thailand and food is cheaper. I miss being able to get good rice noodle soup, or curry and so many other foods that I grew to like. Japanese, Chinese, all that good food to eat is not available here..
Mainly, I miss eating the food with someone. My heart aches for you as I remember your touches and hugs You never know how deeply close you become to someone until they're gone from your life. The big part of me that didn't want to move is the part that is hurting now. That's the part that was ripped away from you.
What being alone is doing though, it's motivating me to structure my life even while I'm waiting for answer for my residency in this country. I'm looking into taking Spanish classes while I can still afford to do that. I'm trying to get back into my reading and listening to books and lectures.
I lost my Kindle in Miami when I went back to the states. I was sick because it was the most used thing that I owned. They don't ship new Kindles to Ecuador. So, I have to rely on my Kindle for PC which is not nearly as convenient. What a dumb old man! If that's the worse thing I do, I guess life is pretty easy.
Sorry that the email seems sad. I have learned to find the little joys in life that overcome being sad. Many of those little positive joys I learned from you.l
Love