James! again, I don't need to ADDED DRAMA in your life!
But I have lost many things in life at the same time. Everything, it's still fresh for me. I am a woman, my mind sensitive. It's not strong enough for everything.
I'm trying to be strong. It takes time. When I come to meet you, you make my heart to weak again. I always knew we couldn't go beyond friends. But, after I saw the pictures of your family. It made me fall in love with your family. My heart it was weaker than ever before. I think... If I sacrifice doesn't want to have baby. We may love each other.
Now I understand already everything. I understand that it's impossible at all. And I have my own dignity! I will stop all the feelings. Now what I want most, is the smile and laughter my own. I'll make it come back to me again. :) ;)
I'm sorry for disturb your life. I'm sorry for everything that made you uncomfortable. Sorry from my heart again.
I've already told you...You unlucky came to meet me here. Hahaha! :)