Maybe thats just a human feeling? I have spent both my days off work in bed no will to do anything i had to force myself to get up and to eat. I missed church this morning i probably should have went.
You can always ask me anything Nooch. Well to solve my loneliness hun i have tried many things. Sometimes i play games on my tablet sometimes i watch tv. I try to text people that i know and start up a conversation. i try talking to people on the skout app and other apps. Many people just dont talk and im not good at keeping a conversation going.
i would love to have someone around to distract me i even tried making friends with the exs best Filipino friend im not attracted to her i stated i just wanted to be friends but she doesnt talk much. i was hoping we could hang out and she can teach me some Filipino words.
no other asian girls like me hun and not really many to choose from i dont go to college a lot of them there. i met a Chinese girl at an Asian market she was so beautiful but only 21 so too young you know but she was smart and friendly but a kid. my ex was 20 and she hurt me i dont wanna be hurt again. i wake would love to take any girl out and just distract myself something simple cook for them watch a movie or just talk but no girls are interested in me i guess im not attractive hun.