love is a strong feeling. It's normal to miss someone we love, even if we need to break up with him. The best medicine for broken heart is TIME.....in time, you will feel better and be healed. If he is your friend on interpals, you should delete him so you can't be tempted to see him or see if he is online. Try to remove him from your mind and life. Unless you want him back to be your boyfriend again. Do you?