I want to shout this from a mountaintop, but this is the next best thing. I was up north skiing with my girlfriend this past weekend. One night, a little after dinner, we were lying in bed together, arms around each other, when I got up to use the bathroom, get a snack, or something. The lights were still on since we weren't yet going to sleep, so I could see her well. She was in pajama pants and a big floppy t-shirt. She was kind of curled up with her head turned to me, smiling. She looked so at home.
I was absolutely overcome with emotion. I don't know why. That doesn't happen to me often. There was just a rush of amazing feeling and I wasn't sure exactly what it was. Then I remembered, of all things, this Reddit thread. It really did come to me right in that moment. This comment in particular came into my head. My life is right here curled up on this bed. My heart is right there. So much of who I am, what I think about every day, the person who means more to me than anything else, is occupying this tiny space right now. I'd never felt more alone and intimate with her.
At this point I'd been smiling at her an oddly long time and she asked me why. And I told her pretty much exactly what I just said. I was amazed that such a huge part - the biggest part, really - of my life could be contained right here, so close to me but so small in the scope of the world. She was so, so much to me, more than anything or anyone has ever been to me before. I must have been beaming, because I felt so happy and at peace and in awe of how much this one person, this one beautiful, loving, real person, meant to me.
She was curled up in a position where my arm could slip beneath the bend of her knees. With my other hand on her back I pulled her toward me and just held her, feeling her heartbeat and her breath on my neck. We kissed and pulled apart. Really I most wanted to just gaze at her. I felt so suddenly reflective. But even more, appreciative, grateful, and understanding of what love - and my love for her - really meant.
Just a couple minutes of my life, but looking back I know in 10 years they will still be counted among the best. And all it took was the sight of her curled up in pajama pants, smiling.
I want to shout this from a mountaintop, but this is the next best thing. I was up north skiing with my girlfriend this past weekend. One night, a little after dinner, we were lying in bed together, arms around each other, when I got up to use the bathroom, get a snack, or something. The lights were still on since we weren't yet going to sleep, so I could see her well. She was in pajama pants and a big floppy t-shirt. She was kind of curled up with her head turned to me, smiling. She looked so at home.
I was absolutely overcome with emotion. I don't know why. That doesn't happen to me often. There was just a rush of amazing feeling and I wasn't sure exactly what it was. Then I remembered, of all things, this Reddit thread. It really did come to me right in that moment. This comment in particular came into my head. My life is right here curled up on this bed. My heart is right there. So much of who I am, what I think about every day, the person who means more to me than anything else, is occupying this tiny space right now. I'd never felt more alone and intimate with her.
At this point I'd been smiling at her an oddly long time and she asked me why. And I told her pretty much exactly what I just said. I was amazed that such a huge part - the biggest part, really - of my life could be contained right here, so close to me but so small in the scope of the world. She was so, so much to me, more than anything or anyone has ever been to me before. I must have been beaming, because I felt so happy and at peace and in awe of how much this one person, this one beautiful, loving, real person, meant to me.
She was curled up in a position where my arm could slip beneath the bend of her knees. With my other hand on her back I pulled her toward me and just held her, feeling her heartbeat and her breath on my neck. We kissed and pulled apart. Really I most wanted to just gaze at her. I felt so suddenly reflective. But even more, appreciative, grateful, and understanding of what love - and my love for her - really meant.
Just a couple minutes of my life, but looking back I know in 10 years they will still be counted among the best. And all it took was the sight of her curled up in pajama pants, smiling.
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ฉันอยากจะตะโกนจากยอดเขา แต่นี้เป็นสิ่งที่ดีที่สุดต่อไป ผมขึ้นเหนือสกีกับแฟนวันหยุดสุดสัปดาห์ที่ผ่านมานี้ คืนหนึ่ง เล็กน้อย หลังมื้อค่ำ เรานอนบนเตียงด้วยกัน แขนรอบแต่ละอื่น ๆ เมื่อฉันตื่นมาเข้าห้องน้ำ หยิบขนม หรืออะไรซักอย่าง ไฟยังเปิดอยู่ ตั้งแต่เรายังไม่นอน ฉันจะได้เห็นเธอ She was in pajama pants and a big floppy t-shirt. She was kind of curled up with her head turned to me, smiling. She looked so at home.
I was absolutely overcome with emotion. I don't know why. That doesn't happen to me often. There was just a rush of amazing feeling and I wasn't sure exactly what it was. Then I remembered, of all things, this Reddit thread.มันมาจริงๆฉันอยู่ในช่วงเวลานั้น ความคิดเห็นนี้โดยเฉพาะเข้ามาในหัวของฉัน ชีวิตของฉันตอนนี้นอนขดตัวอยู่บนเตียงนี้ หัวใจของฉันจะอยู่ด้านขวา มากเป็นผม สิ่งที่ผมคิด ทุก ๆวัน คนที่มีค่ากับฉันมากกว่าอะไรอื่น คือ มีพื้นที่เล็ก ๆนี้ตอนนี้ ฉันไม่เคยรู้สึกใกล้ชิดมากกว่าคนเดียวกับเธอ
ณจุดนี้ ฉันยิ้มให้เธออย่างนาน เธอถามฉันทำไม และฉันบอกเธอว่าสวยมากว่าสิ่งที่ผมพูด ฉันประหลาดใจที่เช่นขนาดใหญ่ส่วน - ส่วนใหญ่จริงๆ ของชีวิตของฉันอาจจะอยู่ที่นี่อยู่ใกล้ฉันแต่น้อยมาก ในขอบเขตของโลก เธอให้กับฉันมาก มากกว่าอะไร หรือใครเคยได้รับมาก่อนฉันต้องยิ้มกว้าง เพราะผมรู้สึกมีความสุขและความสงบสุขในความหวาดกลัวของวิธีการมากคนนึง คนนี้สวย น่ารัก จริง บุคคล หมายถึงฉัน .
เธอนอนขดอยู่ในตำแหน่งที่แขนจะหลุดใต้โค้งงอเข่า กับมืออื่น ๆของฉันบนหลังของเธอ ผมดึงเธอเข้าหาผม และก็จับเธอ รู้สึกว่า หัวใจเธอเต้นแรงและลมหายใจของเธอบนคอของฉัน เราจูบกันและดึงออกจากกัน Really I most wanted to just gaze at her. I felt so suddenly reflective. But even more, appreciative, grateful, and understanding of what love - and my love for her - really meant.
Just a couple minutes of my life, but looking back I know in 10 years they will still be counted among the best. And all it took was the sight of her curled up in pajama pants, smiling.
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