I think when it's all over it just comes back in flashes, you know. It's like a kaleidoscope of memories, but it just all come back. I think part of me knew the second i saw him that this would happen. It's not really anything you said, or anything you did, it was the feeling that came along with it. And, the crazy thing is, i don't know if I am ever going to feel that way again, but I don't know if I should do. Maybe you knew that, when you saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think think that the worst part of all wasn't losing you, it was losing me.