Dear Sweet Nuto,
Why are you sad?
We Jews do not seek converts,
but true converts seek us.
It all depends on you.
I gave you Jewish community contact advice
and educational website link a long time ago.
You must answer yourself how much Judaism
you have studied so far by yourself.
If you really make effort you can enter the Jewish place --
Jews respect freedom and do not push anyone to change religion.
On the contrary, many evil Catholic devils murdered
masses of Jews in the past
because they wanted to force Jews to become Catholics.
Because we Jews love The True G.od,
we prefer to die than to worship Catholic idols
(empty pictures and sculptures of Jesus, Mary and saints).
DON'T WORRY, SMILE :)
I could your Jewish teacher
ready to answer any of your own questions
resulting from your own reading.
PS: The sad Life experience shows
that many Thai girlfriends of Jewish men
are not sincere in keeping the solemn promise
to observe he Holy Jewish Religion Faith and Customs
for all their life.
When they get divorced,
they often return to their previous religion (Buddhism/Christianity).
Only True Converts make big efforts to learn J.udaism every day
and keep the Jewish Religion forever
even when there is a danger of death.