cold and clear sky hung high beyond the silk screens. A few stars sparsely dotted its vastness, looking exceedingly lonely.
Chen Rong looked away from the bronze mirror and turned her gaze to the night sky. She watched it unblinkingly for a time before leaning back and closing her eyes as she quietly waited for time to pass.
For the past several days, she would sit until dawn each time she awakened from her nightmarish past. It wasn’t because she was reminiscing nor was it because her hatred was too strong. Rather, she simply liked to sit there in quietude to watch the sky and to relish in the wonder of being reborn again.
Slowly, a mist emerged across the landscape. And slowly, a voice or two rang out in the fresh morning air.
This voice began as one or two and eventually turned rowdy when more and more gradually joined in.
Footsteps sounded. The gentle and concerned voice of the middle-aged woman from last night came to her: “Ah Rong, are you awake?”
“I am,” Rong Chen replied, rising from bed.
The woman swiftly ordered: “Go in and help Ah Rong with her morning wash.”
The door made a squeak and in came a maid holding a basin. The older woman went behind Chen Rong to help her comb her hair.
This woman had a round face and a pair of small eyes. Her smiling features showed kindness. She carefully regarded Chen Rong before saying: “The servants have made preparations. We can set out at any time.”
Chen Rong throated a reply. Seeing her calm expression, the woman relaxed a little, continuing: “Ah Rong, this place isn’t good anymore, we must move south. Compared to other major clans, the House of Chen is still much better. At least, we have clansmen in the south.”
Chen Rong throated another reply.
Because she agreed so blithely, and her expression also did not seem to be absentminded as was two days ago, the woman rejoiced and added, “Do you understand now, Ah Rong? You won’t have nightmares tonight?”
Chen Rong nodded.
At this time, a man’s voice called to her from outside: “Ah Rong, our luggage has been prepared. When will we leave?”
Listening to this familiar voice, Chen Rong suddenly asked, “What day is today?”
Taken aback, the man then replied, “It’s the day of the ox (1).”
They are using a 60-day cycle made up of stems and branches similar to the 60-year cycle. This day is called the 辛丑xin chou day, xin being the stem and chou (ox) being the branch.
The day of the ox? Chen Rong stood up. The day of the ox! That’s right, on midnight three days later, she would be confronting her first calamity.
While the older woman was caught in bewilderment, she slowly sat down. “Are you Uncle Wu?”
The middle-aged man standing outside grew more surprised. He gave a loud reply: “Yes, I’m Uncle Wu. Ah Rong, what’s wrong?” At his last word, he went straight toward the door and pushed it open. A thin and pale face with a few sparse whiskers on the chin appeared before Chen Rong’s eyes.
Chen Rong was washing her mouth at this time. It was rather ill-mannered for a man as old as he to open her door.
She looked up at the man. Living for the second time, she could only now see the wickedness hidden behind his seemingly gentle and benevolent face.
The man in front of her was a scholar her father had saved while he was traveling. All along, her father had treated him as a friend. He respectfully kept him at the estate and even asked her and all the servants to call him ‘uncle’.
But it was this very man who colluded with thieves. The night before they left for the south, the house was broken into and robbed of all its wealth.
If her father hadn’t secretly hid some gold in his study, she wouldn’t have been able to go to the south. She would long have begged on the street!
Chen Rong stared at Uncle Wu and unhurriedly stated, “We’ll depart this afternoon!”
“What? Departing this afternoon? Ah Rong, why not wait a few more days?”
Chen Rong quietly sneered before hardening her face. “I said we’re leaving this afternoon,” she repeated loudly.
She was nevertheless a young girl who had yet to establish her influence. The man looked to the older woman behind her and demanded: “Nurse Ping, have you said something to Ah Rong? Traveling south is a serious matter, how can we just leave on a whim?” At this, he remembered something and raised his voice to say: “Besides, Ah Rong has been having nightmares for many nights. Since she is feeling unwell, why not rest for two more days?”
The kind looking woman quickly stepped forward and faced Chen Rong while saying: “Miss, there is validity in Uncle Wu’s words…” Chen Rong interrupted her, shouting, “I said we’re leaving this afternoon!”
Uncle Wu wanted to oppose her order, but when he met her fathomless dark eyes, for some reason he shuddered and swallowed back the words he had wanted to blurt out.
“Close the door,” Chen Rong ordered after withdrawing her gaze.