I'm not nice lady.I was ordinary woman.That has the feeling of love,greed,anger,lust,too.Now i'm having problems my husband.He didn't understand me.He said i never listen to him.we don't understand.married life maybe is was boring.but i have to be patient.because i choose it myself. But i don't know how can tolerate.What are you doing in bkk? Normally you work at koh samui? You have thai friends a lot?